Make It Beautiful, If You Can

You know the only thing that feels worse than feeling depressed? Feeling guilty. I can't make feeling guilty feel okay and excepted within myself the way I can with sadness and depression.

What I'm going to do with it is, I'm going to to try and turn it into something beautiful.

That is what I do. Or try to do. I try to turn everything I can that is bad in me and make it beautiful. It is still bad. But I can see it better, I don't feel so bad about it. I don't feel as guilty, I suppose.